Monday, November 17, 2008

假期

好久没到部落格逛逛了~
现在终于有时间和心情在这儿留下我的心情了。
我终于活在假期的自由生涯了!
等待这一刻真的等了好久好久了。。
相信各位也与我一样吧?哈哈。。
希望大家也有个精彩的假期咯~
暂时搁下maktab的一切,好好地享受假期吧!

在maktab,总像是在被困在笼子里的小鸟。
用五年半的青春换一张degree的文凭。
常听周边的朋友说他们的毕业日期时,
没有一个是比我迟的~
哎~可悲啊~

星光帮的黎楚宁竟然选择了结束自己的生命。。
希望各位朋友好好地珍惜自己的生命。

Purple Ice ^0^

Thursday, November 13, 2008

TQ~ MuAcKs

TQ very much to~

Teh Lizard
Ah Huey
AhMate
Poh chiek
Steph
'STOP'
Miaow~
Ham
Hamsap Loon
& Sio Ying

I really really LOVE the present that you all chose for me!!!

*blue*

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

水痘

今天发现清清脸上一夜之间长出了许多豆豆
今日下午 发现不妥 去看医生 可爱的是 诊疗所四点多才开
接了的士 我们再往另一家诊疗所去
去到了一间不是我们原有要去的诊所
在这里清清被初步怀疑是长水豆
糟糕就快要接近考试了
清清得被隔离一阵子
可怜的清清 只有啃着白面包 因为很多食物都不能吃
祝早日脱离水痘

感受

我了解STOP的意思
谁也不希望是我们16人中会有一个是‘它’
说真,我们身为教育工作者
不可以太粗俗
而且不好用不好词眼隐射他人
说真,这件事多少人被怀疑?
还有不晓得有人了解吗,那个被提起的人,被挖出来讲的人,有人了解她的感受吗?
说真,如果大家认为被冤枉的最可怜那么我跟你们说
其实我觉得无端端被写进去的,被提起的,才是最无辜的!
真的有这么糟糕吗?
我不晓得可有人感受到她那种的感受吗?
如果你们被写进去被形容成这样子你们会有什么想法?
我不是在偏袒
是用另一个角度去看,去了解
大家想了解‘它’是谁无非也是因为要洗冤
或者是要找出破坏我们感情的人
希望有人去想?当事人的感受,当事人的崩溃
希望有人会去了解
还有希望‘它’写东西之前请顾虑人家的感受
~纸巾~

Mistakes

after couple of years, i finally know my situation in my class.
Where i stand in my class,
through the forum.

Classmates were actually keeping the disaffections, blames, and bad feelings bout me in themselves.
UNTIL,
the appearance of 'it' .
the so call 'it' makes everyone thought that it was me and started to throw out their feelings on me through their replies.

'it' was a hermit in that forum that wanted to spoilt my class' friendship.
At first,
i was reading and reading and reading...
i found 'it' to be very rude in the forum.
then, i refer to the replies from the others...
and i realise that, some of the replies were actually insinuating that 'it' was me!
i started to read through again and again.
'it' is really pro in hacking me...REALLY.
'it' knows everything i wrote in my blog,
'it' even knows my daily lifestyle.

on the 18thoct, i wasn't in the hostel and i reached hostel on the 19thoct at 1030am.
after settling down myself, i started to online, blogging and checking mails.
i wasn't feeling well that day so i slept throughout the day till 5pm.
i forced myself to wake up cause i haven't start any of my studies for Monday's paper.
studying till the midnight, i suddenly think of this 'it'.
haha, i thought that this 'it' can prove that it wasn't me.
Cause if 'it' wrote smthing on the 18thoct, 'it' will not be me cause i wasn't in the hostel.
yeah!
so happy thinking of it and i logged into the forum.
i nearly burst into cries, the last post on 17th was the time before i left and the 1st post on 19th was the time i reached my room.
Everything were so COINCIDENTALLY.
i must say that even me, myself thought that it was me!

BUT, how pro the 'it',
'it' actually don't know that i can't type chinese words.

from this forum, as a matter of fact,
i am a girl that is as rude as 'it'.
as black hearted as 'it'.
as cruel as 'it'
as childish as 'it'.
as b**ch as 'it'
and so, 'it' is me...

i will learn from my mistake for being to active in class.
Maybe i should learn to be like some of my classmates,
being silent, reticent and uncommunicative in my class.

*blue*

INSPIRATION

( 2.00 a.m)
I lied on my bed for an hour,
then something came into my mind.

I get up,
come to my table
and ON my computer again.
I'm doing this kind of insane action...
( I off my computer an hour ago...)

Staying awake
in the middle of the night..
Writing what have come across my mind!

Yaikz...

Can't really believe I will do this also.

But
I'm doing it right now..
Heheh..

I want to write it down,
and i want to write it in a proper way.
I will try my best to minimize grammar mistake.
and express it the way that people can understand me.

Here it goes....

I'm thinking why...

Why people who received education
could act like an uncivilized barbarian?
How many years of education we have received?


You try to count!
( Informal and formal education)

Is that what your parents teach you?

Is that what your teachers teach you?


I feel sorry for them..
After all the effort they put on you..
Come out a product like THIS...

Have you ever think or reread
what have you write?

Try to think how horrible and terrible is it...
What happen to the society?

People who is a future teacher,

FUTURE TEACHER~~

An EDUCATOR in the future,
would speak like that.


Unbelievable!

If I want to describe my feeling now,
I don't know what words should I use....


Disappointed??

Scare??

Worry??

What will happen to those children
who are going to teach by you?


I PRAY FOR THEM.

GOD,
PLEASE DO NOT LET THEM SPOIL BY THE
EDUCATOR.


Dear friend,

I hope you reflect what you have done,
we are no longer kids,
we are young adults.

Be responsible
for what have you done,
think of the consequences of your actions.

Do you think you really need to do that?

Harming others which also
do not bring any benefit to yourself?

Are you happy now?

Showing how childish you are?

Showing how SUCCESSFUL
is the education you received?

Showing how rude you are?

People are all looking at
what you have write.

Is that your intention
to gain people attention?

Even though THEY
are not able to track who you are..

God is looking...

He is always observing us,
You can't run away from Him.


What I hope now is,

friend,

please do not fall too deep,

before you can be saved by your friends!

How I wish you are not from the 16 of us..

After these 3 years,
all the hardship we have gone through together,
all the happiness we have shared,
the friendship that we have built...

Does it worth that you
spoil it like this?


Though all of us don't really
like OUR MOTHER,

but her words always come into my mind.

We are family,
brothers and sisters.

This,
I agree!

You think it's easy?

When you further your study
far away from your home,
and the people who will help you
when you face problems HERE,

are those who are not born
in the same family with you?

Do you ever feel thankful for that?

I THOUGHT we share the spirits,
the spirits of siblings..
among 16 of us..

I THOUGHT.

I WAS always so proud of my class..
(honestly, i like my class very much...)
I thought we can be like this till the end..

But now?
What happen?
I never thought it will happen to my class...
Never thought...


Everyone has their own ways,
strength,
weaknesses...

I take this chance to say sorry to those
who I hurt you
by my words or my action.

Just too straight forward
and
most of the time
I'm just joking,

but people who don't really understand me
take it seriously.

I'm sorry.

Some more,
I will do my best to help you
when you approach me for anything.

Just that I won't give you my homework,
cause I have spent a lot of times
and I put effort on it.
But,
I will share the information I have,
and i will teach you if I know.
( I have to clarify here because
I don't want people to think that I'm selfish,
in fact that I am not.)



People do not understand
if you do not tell...

Telling the truth can prevent so many
unnecessary misunderstanding.

If you are so patient that
you have read until here....


Friends,
I like to say THANK YOU
to all of you
for what you have done for me.

Friends,
I would like to say SORRY,
if I make you angry or
uncomfortable..


Please appreciate what God has planned for us,
we are planned to come into
each others lives...

Somehow,
we will be separated after some days..

Other friends will come into our lives
when we reach another level.

I just hope we can cherish our friendship...

Do not harm it..
It doesn't build up easily....

Look back to the pictures
that we have took together....

Those are sweet memories~~

You will smile...

IF YOU CAN FEEL IT
WITH YOUR HEART.

(3.49 a.m)





*S.T.O.P*


在此敬我最高的谢意

别说我没诚意 我在此敬我最高的谢意
感谢万分 感谢你们的祝福 感谢你们的陪伴 还有感谢你们的礼物
感谢一直以来有你们陪我一起走过在这里的时光 (不对,好像在写毕业感言)
但是还是要谢谢。。。
今天很开心 虽然说一早就有考试 下午又有测试 但是 我依然很开心
二十一岁 你们陪我度过简单的生日 真的很足够了
最重要是大家天天都可以心连心
旺角大杯水 真的很有引 哈哈
纪录趣事:奶茶相冲 真不好意思 没想到我的小寿 既然是奶茶相冲的日子


累了 先高高举了 ^oo^
Really thx u all of u ^^ Nite nite ^^

跟我扯上关系的人

说真,
不懂为什么,
跟我扯上关系的人有很多人
跟我扯上关系的人可以是我爱的人,爱我的人(应该没有),绯闻女友,或者是好朋友
跟我扯上关系的人跟我在一起会开心
跟我扯上关系的人会有跟我很多话题
跟我扯上关系的人可以向我诉苦
跟我扯上关系的人可以无时无刻跟我开玩笑
跟我扯上关系的人,当你们有难我会尽力帮你们,保护你们

跟我扯上关系的人会遭受很多闲言闲语
跟我扯上关系的人只会让你们自己更累
跟我扯上关系的人会生活得很痛苦
跟我扯上关系的人会天天担惊受怕
跟我扯上关系的人会天天哭泣
跟我扯上关系的人辛苦多过开心
跟我扯上关系的人会常常替我担心
跟我扯上关系的人会很常想摆脱避免跟我扯上关系
跟我扯上关系的人不会有好结果
跟我扯上关系的人最好快快远离我
跟我扯上关系的人,对不起,这些不是我想要的
~纸巾~

Monday, October 20, 2008

正义非正义

谁是正义?真的有够侮辱"正义"的意义...
我相信凯龄,支持她..
她绝对不是这种人,也不会做这样下流+低级+没品....的事情
science 2 fren,
在这时候我们应该要团结一致, 不要互相猜疑.
就不会中了正义的招.
正义,无论你是人是鬼,是外人还是自己人,
I SWEAR, IF I NOE WHO R U, U WILL NOT B MY FREN...
AND U BETTER DON APPEAR IN FRONT OF ME
OR NOT, I DON NOE WHAT WILL I DOING ON U...

^^静_慧^^

Yeah~~

Im STOP, tis is my name: S.T.O.P => STOP!
I wanna voice my opinion on something.

Sometimes i think, d brain wil get stuck if a person eat 2 much!

Thn start 2 do something very funny n childish...

War starts like tis.

Wonder y... If u hav time,
bttr do something tat r beneficial..

For example, learn 2 do some investment,
learn 2 b beautiful,
learn 2 b smart & so on...

So many things can be learnt.

So, wut i try 2 say is,
don let urself 2 eat 2 full.
U will suffocate, & d brain will be stucked.

2 save urslf,
i can teach u 2 do self CPR:

purposely cough,
cough till ur lung drop out,
thn d oxygen will be supplied 2 ur brain n lungs again,
thn u wont feel suffocation anymore.

Bt prevention is owez bttr.

Ermm....

Wish d mushroom a happy 21st birthday oso.

Muakz muaCkz~~

I love my mum~
I Love my Dad~
I love my GrandMa~



*STOP*