INSPIRATION

( 2.00 a.m)
I lied on my bed for an hour,
then something came into my mind.

I get up,
come to my table
and ON my computer again.
I'm doing this kind of insane action...
( I off my computer an hour ago...)

Staying awake
in the middle of the night..
Writing what have come across my mind!

Yaikz...

Can't really believe I will do this also.

But
I'm doing it right now..
Heheh..

I want to write it down,
and i want to write it in a proper way.
I will try my best to minimize grammar mistake.
and express it the way that people can understand me.

Here it goes....

I'm thinking why...

Why people who received education
could act like an uncivilized barbarian?
How many years of education we have received?

You try to count!
( Informal and formal education)

Is that what your parents teach you?

Is that what your teachers teach you?

I feel sorry for them..
After all the effort they put on you..
Come out a product like THIS...

Have you ever think or reread
what have you write?

Try to think how horrible and terrible is it...
What happen to the society?

People who is a future teacher,

FUTURE TEACHER~~

An EDUCATOR in the future,
would speak like that.

Unbelievable!

If I want to describe my feeling now,
I don't know what words should I use....

Disappointed??

Scare??

Worry??

What will happen to those children
who are going to teach by you?

I PRAY FOR THEM.

GOD,
PLEASE DO NOT LET THEM SPOIL BY THE EDUCATOR.


Dear friend,

I hope you reflect what you have done,
we are no longer kids,
we are young adults.

Be responsible
for what have you done,
think of the consequences of your actions.

Do you think you really need to do that?

Harming others which also
do not bring any benefit to yourself?

Are you happy now?

Showing how childish you are?

Showing how SUCCESSFUL
is the education you received?

Showing how rude you are?

People are all looking at
what you have write.

Is that your intention
to gain people attention?

Even though THEY
are not able to track who you are..

God is looking...

He is always observing us,
You can't run away from Him.


What I hope now is,

friend,

please do not fall too deep,

before you can be saved by your friends!

How I wish you are not from the 16 of us..

After these 3 years,
all the hardship we have gone through together,
all the happiness we have shared,
the friendship that we have built...

Does it worth that you
spoil it like this?

Though all of us don't really
like OUR MOTHER,

but her words always come into my mind.

We are family,
brothers and sisters.

This,
I agree!

You think it's easy?

When you further your study
far away from your home,
and the people who will help you
when you face problems HERE,

are those who are not born
in the same family with you?

Do you ever feel thankful for that?

I THOUGHT we share the spirits,
the spirits of siblings..
among 16 of us..

I THOUGHT.

I WAS always so proud of my class..
(honestly, i like my class very much...)
I thought we can be like this till the end..

But now?
What happen?
I never thought it will happen to my class...
Never thought...


Everyone has their own ways,
strength,
weaknesses...

I take this chance to say sorry to those
who I hurt you
by my words or my action.

Just too straight forward
and
most of the time
I'm just joking,

but people who don't really understand me
take it seriously.

I'm sorry.

Some more,
I will do my best to help you
when you approach me for anything.

Just that I won't give you my homework,
cause I have spent a lot of times
and I put effort on it.
But,
I will share the information I have,
and i will teach you if I know.
( I have to clarify here because
I don't want people to think that I'm selfish,
in fact that I am not.)


People do not understand
if you do not tell...

Telling the truth can prevent so many
unnecessary misunderstanding.

If you are so patient that
you have read until here....

Friends,
I like to say THANK YOU
to all of you
for what you have done for me.

Friends,
I would like to say SORRY,
if I make you angry or
uncomfortable..


Please appreciate what God has planned for us,
we are planned to come into
each others lives...

Somehow,
we will be separated after some days..

Other friends will come into our lives
when we reach another level.

I just hope we can cherish our friendship...

Do not harm it..
It doesn't build up easily....

Look back to the pictures
that we have took together....

Those are sweet memories~~

You will smile...

IF YOU CAN FEEL IT
WITH YOUR HEART.
(3.49 a.m)





*S.T.O.P*