Mistakes

after couple of years, i finally know my situation in my class.
Where i stand in my class,
through the forum.

Classmates were actually keeping the disaffections, blames, and bad feelings bout me in themselves.
UNTIL,
the appearance of 'it' .
the so call 'it' makes everyone thought that it was me and started to throw out their feelings on me through their replies.

'it' was a hermit in that forum that wanted to spoilt my class' friendship.
At first,
i was reading and reading and reading...
i found 'it' to be very rude in the forum.
then, i refer to the replies from the others...
and i realise that, some of the replies were actually insinuating that 'it' was me!
i started to read through again and again.
'it' is really pro in hacking me...REALLY.
'it' knows everything i wrote in my blog,
'it' even knows my daily lifestyle.

on the 18thoct, i wasn't in the hostel and i reached hostel on the 19thoct at 1030am.
after settling down myself, i started to online, blogging and checking mails.
i wasn't feeling well that day so i slept throughout the day till 5pm.
i forced myself to wake up cause i haven't start any of my studies for Monday's paper.
studying till the midnight, i suddenly think of this 'it'.
haha, i thought that this 'it' can prove that it wasn't me.
Cause if 'it' wrote smthing on the 18thoct, 'it' will not be me cause i wasn't in the hostel.
yeah!
so happy thinking of it and i logged into the forum.
i nearly burst into cries, the last post on 17th was the time before i left and the 1st post on 19th was the time i reached my room.
Everything were so COINCIDENTALLY.
i must say that even me, myself thought that it was me!

BUT, how pro the 'it',
'it' actually don't know that i can't type chinese words.

from this forum, as a matter of fact,
i am a girl that is as rude as 'it'.
as black hearted as 'it'.
as cruel as 'it'
as childish as 'it'.
as b**ch as 'it'
and so, 'it' is me...

i will learn from my mistake for being to active in class.
Maybe i should learn to be like some of my classmates,
being silent, reticent and uncommunicative in my class.

*blue*